selfish thoughts
today was (is?) the last day of school. what a year. 1st term was absolutlely miserable, 2nd term was also bad, but there were some meaningful days. 3d term was better, but still filled with insignificant days. glad to make many friends. 1st half of the 4th term was spent studyng for final year exams, but post- exams have been generally good to me. (:

today and the day before, however, have not been so good to me. this morning, ironically, felt like the 1st day of school. cold, lonely and very very insecure. the worst part of this kind of state is that you don't know why you feel this way, which makes it even worse. and the suppression of the expression of this feelings makes it rot inside of you. i haven't been able to feel anything(generally) this year, and end up exploding!

school has been uninspiring this year. whatever, such boring selfish thoughts.

the images can't seem to load. i'll do that in the next post. do make good use of the holidays everyone.