this is GOLD

worn out
frustrating on so many levels
can't i just take a break?
i don't even see this leading anywhere
at least i'm not alone

ok this is so not me

long term
short term
this sucks.

currently listening to:
we have band(check out the video of "you came out")
white lies
yeah yeah yeahs
a grave with no name

gl itch

the past 8 weeks have been quite a struggle. i don't know why but i'm still figuring out
why i feel so bad inside. it's borderline unbearable! i don't even want to think about what's gonna happen in the next year.
good thing i got this week long break.



i'm listening to thom yorke's the eraser
even though it was released like 3 years ago, it still sounds really fresh..
always ahead of the times that one. love it

other stuff i'm really into now:
phoenix's album wolfgang amadeus phoenix
yeah yeah yeahs latest album
chateau marmont
classixx's remixes
ted & francis
visual illusions and impossible shapes
















picture by vinna laudico

COLDCOLD

passion pit- really neat experimental electro (watch this video of the reeling)
chin chin- lounge with some distortion, feels just right
the sound of arrows flying
body language


this week has been pretty tough, but somehow i survived.
i wish the weekends lasted a little longer
i wish they would stop being so mean (and annoying!)
how's everyone else doing?
also...visit my flickr page. i updated some photos

every word has its own colour

one hundred swans -simple tunes for your sunday afternoon
casey chisholm -droney draggy vocal synth mish mash
gregory and the hawk- sweet pop melodies
firekites- acoustic

i've just loaded lots of music from my old com.
i love how music acts an emotional archive. i listen to whatever feels right at that time period and
it captures the way i look at and feel about things.
i'm listening to this song by good charlotte (hold on)..i think it was one of those songs i listened to in sec1 or something
another song i was really into was "only one" by yellowcard
and there's nothing like a good dose of radiohead


recently i've been getting lots of 2 second flashbacks, like clips and images of really old experiences,
maybe it's got something to do with army life? like its my own way of rejecting or escaping from all this shit (??)
sort of like...i'm where i don't really want to be..huh?
ohwell.

hope things get better

pop corn

i had my graduation parade yesterday
bmt was not easy. thats all.


triangle triangle- features awesome photographers from all over the world
nasty nets- internet surfing club

so many events have taken place since my last entry
yet this feeling comes back so easily i can't help but feel nothing has really changed
is that good/bad? hmm

it seems like i haven't seen a lot of my friends for like 55 years. hopefully we can meet up soon. hopefully!

first aid kit- sweet
sky larkin- happy pop goodness...mates of state-ish


listening to: two more years- bloc party

when i'm restless i listen to trashy music

some really out-there bands that i actually find quite annoying, but if you like annoying bands then..
Catatonic Youth-out of control
Wavves- trashy shit that messes up your brain. hoooo
Ariel Pink's Haunted Graffiti

for whatever reason ive been looking through jap bands. here's some:
Bugy Craxane- we all love jap punk bands! yes!
Qomolangma Tomato- raw punk goodness to wake you in the morning
Mass of the Fermenting Dregs- girly vocals and messy guitars.
Fuck You Heros- restless and pissed off, together!
Yolz in the Sky- same as above

too bad i have no idea what they're saying

this one was taken in hokkaido. edited with paint.net
its a sunset behind a roller coaster.




















and this site thing that i'm looking at now is super shweet! awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww