i think its funny how some people spend so much effort exploring space.

" the nature of dark matter still a mystery, it often seems we have misplaced most of the universe."

i don't get it. and they haven't even been to the centre of the planet. gosh. what's so hard about that. deep space exploration, deep sea exploration. feed the kids if you please.

and they tell me to see the bigger picture, i think my picture can't get any bigger, seriously. the idea is so hugely simple i don't think its possible to share it with anyone, and vice versa.
and it doesn't change the way things are.


picture taken on a trip to malaysia, new year's eve (2005)rights: me.

mire

on a lethargic sunday, i take a stroll on quaggy terrain, by myself. there is a unusual high level of humidity in the atmosphere.

i promenade along a murky stream, thinking about how slow i walk. i am unbelievably tired, i drop my knees to the ground, landing ungainly on the sodden earth. my shoulders are unable to put up against the seemingly overwheming weight of my arms, i flop to the ground. i am astounded by my inability to summon my strength. i am rendered useless by some invisible force.

after three minutes of sober weeping. i attempt to open my eyes. slowly but surely, my eyeballs come out from within my slimy head. my eye stalks extend and i can see above the grass. i slug along the rejuvenating moist ground. my shell provides security and is my source of comfort.

a giant figure looms ahead. it is made mobile by two limbs. i envy them for their limbs. the figure passes by, ignoring my exsistence.

my failing memory huants me, the figure has tiggered something in my distant past. but i have learnt not to trust my memory. i am just a snail.



listening to:
Sufjan Stevens: concerning the UFO sightings
No Doubt: running
Super Furry Animals: hello sunshine
Stephen Fretwel: run

i think something is going to happen, and i will come out the wrong way, which is bad. and when it happens, i'll say i told you so. but it is not a complement.


two highly recommended sites of two bands (fun to explore):
coldcut
super furry animals

life is so romantic, isn't it.

to-day was fun. tomorrow is a holiday!

Album wishlist:
Coldcut: Sound Mirrors
Sufjan Stevens: Illinois
Super Furry Animals: Love Kraft
Dream Brother: The Songs of Tim & Jeff Buckley

a low quality picture of fireworks (seen during b-day dinner) and low quality picture of high quality French food.

birth-day.

16 is an even number.
after and excellent dinner at a French restaurant with my family, we returned home to have the usual cake with the cousins.

this 16 years have been pretty amazing for me, so thanks. thank you.
i think i'm on a roll.

pictures soon.

there was a time trail at Mac today, it was also the acjc school x-country competition. i think i did my p.b. :) but my timing is still relatively slow. nationals isn't too far away.

i hope that my homework backlog clears soon.

top songs for the week:
Clocks: Coldplay
Bedshaped: Keane
Just for you: Mis-teeq
You're the one: Natalie
Stay: Natalie

i haven't been submitting higher quality photos in fear that it may be stolen. sorry.

i lighted a match-stick and tried to burn this cd. half became black, on the other half, bubbles fromed and poped out. i was quite scared after that. copyrights:me.

i am very fustrated/confused about many things, so i hope this does not come out the wrong way round. this calls for some major change in the way i am going to act and think. please do try and understand. i am doing things that i do not want to.

i do not fit in ths system, well.

monday evening, had a reunion dinner at my house. got to know cousins better by playing mama, 1,2,3, open close etc. etc. and laughed alot. then went over to xide's house and laughed even more. sleepover without the sleep. pool without the water. thanks xide

tuesday was spent sleeping.

wednesday, watched "I not stupid too" with frazer and hananananan, not impressive (will not elaborate or banana might get angry cause he likes it alot). ate alot of beef for dinner.

phewf.