yay it's the holidays
i like holidays

i was trying to find a depressing photo but all i came up with were flowers and landscapes. this one was taken in australia last year.

shit i really died. confirm focus camp.

gep selection test invidulation, tomorrow get back results, die, et cetera et cetera

9.31
got on the bus
people looking at me
made my way to the back
stumbled
nobody notices
staring at the floor
staring out the window
avoid faces
act bored
maybe it's
anonymous fear
the lady next to me
smells of
hotel soap

3.22
enter a lift
body odour
claustrophobic and
humourless
pretending to sms
face the door
lift music playing
i hate lift music